2008-07-10 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: *shrugs*

2008-07-10 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: *Sits up looking at him, her eyes narrowing* You disgust me..So i'm leaving.. *Stand abrubtly, walking to the door quickly*

2008-07-10 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: *sighs softly* do what you want, but at least im honest

2008-07-10 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: *Stops, her hand hovering over the doorknob* Is that meant to mean i'm not? Or just that you are but you're an asshole at the same time?

2008-07-10 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: take it as you want dear

2008-07-10 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: You'd never understand me..And I won't ever understand you..*shakes her head slightly and walks out of the small house*

2008-07-10 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: *lays back, closing his eyes*

2008-07-10 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: *Keeps walking until she reaches the edge of the forest, sitting down on a large smooth rock in silence*

2008-07-10 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: *sighs*

2008-07-11 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: *Stands slowly before wandering around at the roadside* ~Jinsai...You close by?~

2008-07-12 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: (jin) ~im back at the castle....why"

2008-07-14 [Jasiara Hotalti]: (Kikote) *smiles slightly in her hair and whispers* if you should need anything at all i'll be there for you

2008-07-15 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: (Kristi) thanks..I can always count on you..Usually. Except maybe when it comes to not maiming people.. (Leyla) ~Are you mad at me?~

2008-07-15 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: ~i dont know....~

2008-07-15 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: ~how can you not know?~

2008-07-15 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: ~i want to be mad at you....but im not...~

2008-07-15 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: ~come see me...~

2008-07-15 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: ~are you still with him~

2008-07-15 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: ~no..I'm in the forest..Or just outside it..On a big rock. Come see me~

2008-07-15 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: ~alright...~

2008-07-15 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: ~thanks..~

2008-07-15 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: *he headed towards the forest*

2008-07-15 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: *Taps her fingers lightly against the rock, shaking slightly*

2008-07-15 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: *appears through the trees a few minutes later*

2008-07-15 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: *glances up at him and smiles weakly* Still trying to be mad?

2008-07-15 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: maybe...

2008-07-15 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: Why?

2008-07-15 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: because you stayed with him

2008-07-15 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: i dont understand..

2008-07-15 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: what dont you understand

2008-07-15 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: Why you want to be mad! I haven't done anything wrong..

2008-07-15 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: you stayed with him leyla, trusted him!

2008-07-15 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: I never said I trusted him,but what choice did I have!? I mean where else could I go?

2008-07-15 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: i told you we could run away

2008-07-15 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: And go where? I've lived on the streets before and i'd hate to relive that..

2008-07-15 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: i'll find somewhere, we wouldnt have to live on the streets

2008-07-15 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: Listen, you have a family..People who love you. You can't leave.

2008-07-15 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: what family

2008-07-15 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: Your mother! Keto or whoever he is! Dai and Kristi..All of them.

2008-07-15 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: they dont care about me

2008-07-22 [Jasiara Hotalti]: (Kikote) *pulls back a little and smirks slightly* one fault that you may not be able to change...is that a problem?

2008-07-26 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: (Kristi) I think it would be hypocritical for me to try to change you when I wouldn't want to change for anyone. So, no, not particularly. *Grins and pulls him back for another quick hug before letting go* (Leyla) How can you say that? You're practically their family. That's so...Selfish.

2008-07-27 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: how is that selfish!

2008-07-27 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: You have people that care about you and you want to hurt them. And for what?..It's not those that leave that hurt the most, it's those that are left behind to deal with their loss.

2008-07-27 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: and you dont think they care about you too

2008-07-27 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: "Well. Dai shattered my heart..Kristi isn't exactly the mothering kind usually and the others don't know me.."

2008-07-28 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: that dosent mean they dont care about you

2008-07-28 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: They don't know me of course they dont! And Dai..Well..Need I say more..Just..go back to them..

2008-07-28 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: no...

2008-07-28 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: Why not?!

2008-07-28 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: because i said so

2008-07-28 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: This is pointless..

2008-07-29 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: *he rolled his eyes*

2008-07-29 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: I'm...going..

2008-07-29 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: fine, but you were the one who called me remember

2008-07-29 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: I know..But..I just wanted you to go back and be safe..Except now I realise its a lost cause.

2008-07-29 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: i was back

2008-07-29 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: Oh..I didn't realise.

2008-07-29 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: *he sighed, looking away*

2008-07-29 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: *Looks down with a small sigh* I should go..I need to go..

2008-07-29 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: you dont need to go anywhere

2008-07-29 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: I need to go get some clothes.

2008-07-29 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: i can go get some for you

2008-07-29 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: We can walk together if you want..All my clothes are at the castle.

2008-07-29 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: alright

2008-07-29 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: *Nods a little and starts to walk quickly*

2008-07-30 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: *follows behind her*

2008-07-31 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: Are you still mad?

2008-07-31 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: "maybe...."

2008-07-31 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: Please don't be..

2008-07-31 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: *sighs softly* you know i cant stay mad at you

2008-07-31 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: *Smiles slightly* Good

2008-07-31 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: *he walked up next to her*

2008-07-31 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: *Nudges him lightly with her elbow* So youre my friend again?

2008-07-31 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: i've always been your friend

2008-07-31 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: *Nods* Good.

2008-07-31 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: *he smiled slightly*

2008-07-31 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: *Stops as the y reach the castle gates* I..

2008-07-31 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: *takes her hand* what

2008-07-31 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: *Stiffens slightly as he takes her hand* Is he..there?

2008-07-31 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: im not sure

2008-07-31 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: It's ok..Doesn't matter, let's go.

2008-07-31 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: *nods, walking up the steps*

2008-07-31 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: *Follows, a little behindhim*

2008-07-31 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: *walks inside, looking around"

2008-07-31 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: I can get it by myself.. *Pulls her hand from his and starts to run upstairs*

2008-07-31 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: *sighs, looking down slightly*

2008-07-31 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: *Runs to the spare room, folding her clothes, her hands shaking*

2008-07-31 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: *walks up the stairs slowly*

2008-07-31 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: *Shouts out the door* Do you have a bag?

2008-07-31 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: yeah...let me go get it

2008-07-31 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: *Walks back to the bed and finishes folding before laying back against the pillows with a soft sigh*

2008-07-31 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: *walked in a few minutes later with a sack*

2008-07-31 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: *Smiles weakly, taking it from him* Thanks

2008-07-31 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: welcome...

2008-07-31 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: *Carefully pushes her clothes down into the sack, two or three dresses unable to fit in* I'll carry these..

2008-07-31 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: want some help

2008-07-31 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: No, it's okay. I can manage.

2008-07-31 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: alright

2008-07-31 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: I'll..See you later. *Smiles and walks around him, towards the stairs again*

2008-07-31 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: where are you going to go...

2008-07-31 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: *Stops and sighs* You know where..*Starts walking again, quicker than before* 

2008-07-31 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: *he looked down*

2008-07-31 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: *Walks carefully on the stairs, trying not to fall*

2008-07-31 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: are you sure you dont need help

2008-07-31 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: I'm fine..I can manage.

2008-07-31 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: *nods*

2008-07-31 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: *Juggles the clothes on one arm, opening the door* See you later..

2008-07-31 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: bye...

2008-07-31 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: *Slips out the door running towards the gate, tears forming in her eyes*

2008-07-31 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: *sits down on the steps*

2008-07-31 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: *runs back towards the house, stopping mid way to wipe her face and eyes, waiting there until she can ebb her tears*

2008-07-31 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: (dark) *lays on the couch, looking up at the ceiling*

2008-07-31 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: *sets off for the house 10 minutes later, finally arriving, tired and a little wet from the short downpour of rain* dark...

2008-07-31 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: *sits up* yeah

2008-07-31 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: Where can I put these and get changed and stuff..?

2008-07-31 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: there's a spare room in back

2008-07-31 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: *Nods slightly and drags the bag down the hall, towards the spare room, opening the door slowly and earning a cloud of dust hitting her in the face, causing her to cough and splutter slightly*

2008-07-31 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: *gets up, walking down the hall*

2008-07-31 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: It's okay..*clears her throat a little coughing a few more times before stopping* I'm fine..Just wasn't expecting it...

2008-07-31 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: i thought you hated me?

2008-07-31 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: *shakes her head slightly, picking up her sack of clothes and staggering in the dark to the bed* where's the light?

2008-07-31 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: *flips the switch on the wall*

2008-07-31 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: Thanks..*Glances around the small room, coughing a little again*

2008-07-31 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: no problem

2008-07-31 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: *Nods slightly, glancing at him but averting her gaze to the floor as she sits on the bed, picking at the threads with her fingernails*

2008-07-31 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: what made you come back

2008-07-31 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: *Shrugs slightly* Why does it matter?

2008-07-31 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: it dosent, i was just asking

2008-07-31 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: I don't really have a reason...

2008-07-31 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: *nods slightly*

2008-07-31 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: *Keeps her gaze fixed firmly on the floor as she stands slowly* do you have a spare wardrobe...For this stuff...?

2008-07-31 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: sure..

2008-07-31 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: *Nods slightly, smiles weakly* Thanks..

2008-07-31 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: *he nodded, walking out*

2008-07-31 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: *Sits on the floor, hugging her legs to her chest, resting her forehead on her knees as she sighs softly* Why do they look alike?

2008-07-31 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: *comes back in a few minutes later with some fresh blankets*

2008-07-31 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: *Glances up at him then looks away once more* Thanks...

2008-07-31 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: dont mention it

2008-07-31 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: *Nods slightly and lets go of her knees, sitting crosslegged* Shower?

2008-08-01 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: down the hall

2008-08-01 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: And..Towels?

2008-08-01 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: in the bathroom

2008-08-01 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: *Nods slightly again* Okay..Thanks..I'll do that in a minute.

2008-08-01 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: *nods*

2008-08-01 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: *Sighs and stands, pulling her clothes onto the floor and starts to peel off the dusty blankets from the bed*

2008-08-01 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: ill leave you alone then *turns to leave*

2008-08-01 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: Do you hate me for shouting at you?

2008-08-01 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: no, i dont hate you

2008-08-01 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: Are you mad at me?

2008-08-01 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: no

2008-08-01 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: *Nods slightly* Good...

2008-08-01 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: *walks out to the livingroom*

2008-08-01 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: *Strips the bed of its sheets and leavs them on the floor and, pulling out her favourite skirt and top, walks to the bathroom*

2008-08-01 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: *lays back down on the couch*

2008-08-01 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: *Turns the shower on and shuts the door, stripping down and climbing in*

2008-08-01 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: *gets up, going outside*

2008-08-01 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: *Sinks to the bottom of the shower after scrubbing her self throughly, letting the water wash over her slightly red skin*

2008-08-01 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: *he hid in the shadows as he headed into town*

2008-08-01 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: *Finally gets out a few minutes later, dressing quickly and starting to towel dry her hair as she walks back to the spare room, her bare feet padding onto the soft wood leaving small wet footprints*

2008-08-01 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: *watches the people walk past*

2008-08-01 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: *Puts the new sheets on her bed and walks into the living room, breathing a sigh of relief that Dark was not there as she sat on the sofa*

2008-08-01 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: *grabs a girl, pulling her into the shadows*

2008-08-01 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: *Lays across the sofa, lost in thought*

2008-08-01 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: *comes back awhile later*

2008-08-01 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: *Starts slightly as she hears the door* Oh..

2008-08-01 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: *walks to the bathroom, blood covering the front of his shirt*

2008-08-01 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: *raises a brow slightly as he walks past the open door but rests her head down again, closing her eyes*

2008-08-01 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: *starts the shower, getting in*

2008-08-01 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: *Listens to the shower running and sighs softly, closing her eyes*

2008-08-01 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: *walks out a few minutes later, a towel wrapped around his waist*

2008-08-01 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: *Glances at him and blushes slightly, closing her eyes again quickly*

2008-08-01 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: you ok in there

2008-08-01 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: Yeah..I'm okay I think..

2008-08-01 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: alright *goes to get dressed*

2008-08-01 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: *curls up slightly on the sofa* Déjà vu..

2008-08-01 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: *pulls on a pair of pants and a shirt*

2008-08-01 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: *Picks at the threads on the edge of a cushion, hugging it to her chest as she opens her eyes*

2008-08-01 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: *walks out of the bedroom*

2008-08-01 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: *sighs softly stretching out on the sofa, turning onto her back*

2008-08-01 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: *looks over at her*

2008-08-01 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: *Keeps her gaze fixed on the ceiling but tucks her legs back, giving him space to sit*

2008-08-01 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: your fine

2008-08-01 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: *Nods slightly but doesn't move* If you say so..

2008-08-01 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: *walks to the kitchen*

2008-08-01 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: *Sighs and looks at the opposing wall, turning on her side*

2008-08-01 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: *moves around the kitchen, grabbing a glass*

2008-08-01 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: *Eventually sits up and walks to the kitchen, standing in the doorway*

2008-08-01 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: *looks over at her*

2008-08-01 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: How do you not get caught?

2008-08-01 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: what do you mean

2008-08-01 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: Well..When you kill people..Vampires dont get caught. Why?

2008-08-01 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: because i clean up after myself

2008-08-01 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: How?

2008-08-01 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: *raises a brow* i make sure nobody finds the body

2008-08-01 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: But how?

2008-08-02 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: i destroy it

2008-08-02 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: *Nods slightly* Oh. Do you ever wonder about, well, the ones who are left behind?

2008-08-03 [Fake smiles and Bittersweet kisses]: why would i wonder about something like that

2008-08-03 [;;Melodrama Junkie]: *Shrugs slightly* Nevermind..*Turns quickly and runs back to the spare room, laying on the bed and burying her face against the pillows*